Smoth3rd

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In this moment by Smoth3rd, literature

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In this moment

He presses his face up against mine and I can't help but squeak a little at the contact; because, after all, who can resist such a cute gesture from someone that, a few weeks ago you never would have expected it from. His breath puffs across my face and I can feel my heart grow and stretch, struggling to contain the intensity of feeling he excites within me. I wrap my arms around him and sigh, absolutely content with all the world, and with everything I find in it; because in this moment there is absolutely nothing wrong with my world. His lips brush against mine and I lean into our kiss eagerly, wishing to show him through that medium how

What. by Smoth3rd, literature

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What.

Sometimes it can sneak up on you, slowly, over a long time, until you find yourself in too deep to get out, and you have to give yourself over or be broken. Sometimes it happens in a short time, flaring bright as your soul catches fire and you catapult across the sky, riding a rocket of joy. Sometimes, it's not the same on both sides, and you have hope but eventually that hope gets extinguished. Sometimes, in trying to run away, you realize you don't want to run after all. That feeling of warmth, of light, that makes you blush to think about and swells your heart; that feeling everyone knows. Or at least, everyone knows of if they haven't

Giving It Up by Smoth3rd, literature

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Giving It Up

Your fingers intertwine with mine, and with a look of earnest concern you ask me what my troubles are. I brush your hair off of your forehead and a thousand things flash through my mind. My desires, my goals, recent events. I don't say any of those things though. I just smile and tell you nothing is the matter, that I am happy, content. Almost every time, I actually mean it too. This time, I can tell you can sense that is not entirely true. I know you'll press me, and win, as you always do. But for now I hush your protests with a kiss and cuddle into your chest, unwilling to bring my dearest object any sort of distress. For you are far dear

Melodies by Smoth3rd, literature

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Melodies

Reliving again and again these exquisite melodies and harmonies you create gives me a joy like no other. The sheer beauty of expression that you bring into being astounds me beyond all imagining. You cast them down, but I for the life of me cannot understand why. A deaf ear is turned by me to any faults, and a blind eye to any endeavors to make my opinion depreciate. You call them bad recordings, or bad themselves; but darling to me, anything played by you cannot but be the most beautiful miracle. As your fingers glide across the keys, it's as if your very soul comes out to play; and taking mine by the hand, together they soar. Each new not

I Want to Show You by Smoth3rd, literature

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I Want to Show You

I want to show you all the wonders of love. I want to take your hand and with gentle assurances and friendly expressions coax you out of your shell until you find yourself entirely devoid of fear. You'll look around in wonder and surprise, demanding an answer for how this could have come to be. I will look at you and affectionately kiss your forehead and whisper to you all about the mysteries of the universe and the unfathomable processes within those mysteries. Your eyes will get wide and you'll try to retreat into your former shell, try to surround yourself with walls like you had in days of old. Only this time, dear one, I won't let you

For The Best by Smoth3rd, literature

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For The Best

Your nose brushes mine And for a small span of time I forget the world around me And get lost in the Feeling of your arms. I forget that you're "Unsure" I forget that we're Held back by our fears I forget it all. My chest grows light As if I might Float into the air I feel like you care I feel like life itself. Like the blasting of a million laserbeams I am glowing at the seams An explosion within my chest But maybe it's best I keep this to myself After all, you don't feel the same As I do when we play this game The game of my heart The game we decided to start Without care of the consequences. What do I do, dear one

Will I Know This Was Real Tomorrow? by Smoth3rd, literature

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Will I Know This Was Real Tomorrow?

Today was a day of surprises. I awoke, so eager to see you, filled with the hope and spirit which can only come from the vague hints a lover's heart takes for certainties. I rushed off to see you, absolutely sure that I was winning you over. I poured my everything into the day, giving myself over to the hope that had been growing inside me, letting that wonderful light feeling in my chest (burning like a brilliant sun) spur me to take a few more chances with you than normally I would. I was so very frightened to scare you, but today was different. Aided by a wonderful little injury which muddled my head for a time, I poured out everything

Just Friends by Smoth3rd, literature

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Just Friends

He brushes my hair back behind my ear and I have to laugh because it's such a sweet, innocent gesture. He is full of opposites and clashes like that, shy and reserved but actually rather open when he lets his guard down. Afraid of commitment but still willing to be there for someone and hold them when they need it. Quiet but friendly when you get right down to it. Everything about him seems a contradiction at first. Maybe that's what made me fall for him in the beginning. Seems like so much longer than a week ago to me. I push my face up against his so our noses and foreheads are touching and smile at him. He smiles back and I can feel my c

Static Part 2 by Smoth3rd, literature

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Static Part 2

Something gripped her leg and pulled her backward. She screamed and clawed at the grass as she was dragged towards the house. She twisted around to beat at her attacker. The front door was thrown open and she was taken inside and thrown onto the couch. She sat up, with an angry glare at the face of the aggressor. "MAX!" She cried, dissolving into giggles. "What do you think you're doing?" Max brushed his medium length auburn hair which matched the color of hers out of his eyes and grinned at her. She sighed, her twin brother could be the biggest pain sometimes. "You shouldn't let me sneak up on you like that, Mags. You know I've always

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Static Part 2 by Smoth3rd, literature

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Static Part 2

The Little Creator by Smoth3rd, literature

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The Little Creator

I see the world. It is dark, unstirring on the surface, until you look closer. I hold it in my hand, turning it this way and that, examining my work. Each detail should be exactly perfect, but it wasn't. There were dark, rolling clouds covering the surface of my planet. I can hear the grinding of machines and all sorts of disgusting things emulating from the interior, under those clouds. Those clouds were not any creation of mine, but creations of my creations. It leaves a foul taste in my mouth. I replace my little world back in it intended position, falling back from it to speculate. I compare in my mind the picture of the bright little

worthless by Smoth3rd, literature

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worthless

I am worthless. I am worthless. I am worthless. I mean nothing not to you not to anyone the world is a dark and frightful place it is full of the things I fear no refuge or respite from pain suffering the only thing I feel the hospital a place for ailments go and come back only to feel the same again only to have the pain shoved in your face only to be laughed at and made fun of no reason to continue onward no reason to continue this suffering when will this end?

The Man of My Inner Darkness by Smoth3rd, literature

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The Man of My Inner Darkness

Whilst I was sleeping, a man did appear, He came out of the darkness of my fears. As I awoke from a safe peaceful sleep, A hand over my mouth, "Make not a peep." This was the man who made bumps in the night. This was the man who was born of my fright. A slave to darkness, and destruction him. He lives his life to do the devil's bid. The darkest of life kneeling before me, He knows I hold this power that he needs. An offer made, temptation's lovely kiss, But should I succumb to you I would miss, The wondrous life I lead that's filled with light, Appalled, I am, that you think me so trite. Instead I offer you this one last choice.

Why do I feel? by Smoth3rd, literature

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Aug 30
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Deviant for 14 years
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I'm the one you can count on. If you need someone, I'll be right there, ready to support you and catch you when you fall. As long as I have friends by my side, I'm sure I can tackle /anything/.

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Smoth3rd

Jul 3, 2012

Novel Maybe

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So, I'm writing a novel, sort of. Right now I've only written the first chapter. However, I'm going to upload each chapter here as I get it finished. I'll upload the first one today and see what kind of feedback I get. Tell me your honest opinions! Love you all!

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Smoth3rd

Apr 16, 2012

WOW, LEGITIMATE ART?!?!

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You saw right everyone! I made a legitimate traditional art piece. It's a sculpture of a weird weird tree, or perhaps a strange medieval mace of tiny proportions. Anyone interested in seeing it? If so I'll take a terrible picture of it and show you all what it looks like!

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Smoth3rd

Apr 15, 2012

It's a beautiful day, with terrible thunderstorms.

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So, my prom/graduation are coming up! I'm actually very much looking forward to both, in a way. However I don't want to have to go out in the world and make something of myself. I want to stay a child forever, even though I know I've already become a woman. In other news: Hail to some new friends! As this year has progressed and I've grown as a person, new people have come into my life. At times it has been complicated and dramatic, but I feel that everything has settled down now and I am happy to have the people in my life that I do. I have been doing nothing but reading lately, reading and playing video games. Though that seems like it

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susiedrop

Dec 10, 2012

I tried to find a literal wave, like an ocean wave, but alas.

Smoth3rd

Dec 13, 2012

How do I talk to you? How do I even know where to start?

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Dec 14, 2012

It's been a really hard past couple of months, honestly. I'm so sorry. I've been broken and have had to repair the pieces bit by bit. It's been so hard. I'm sure you've gone through similar times where you feel so terrible that your heart sinks below you thought possible and you could just quit breathing at any moment just to be a little happier. I've cut off relations with a lot of people just so I can figure my life out. I've neglected my family and some of my closest friends because of how confused I've been. I've changed now. I'm much happier, I see the world in a completely different and shinier light. I used to sit outside in my car waiting to go to the dorm just so I could look up the stars and realize how lucky I am to be alive and how stupid I was for alienating some of the closest people to me.

I'm really sorry.

I only hope you'll forgive me and we can try to start over as friends. You do mean a lot to me and I KNOW we can work through it because I've known you for a long time and we still have a lot in common.

I miss you, Christina.

Smoth3rd

Dec 14, 2012

I just. Jeez girl. You don't even. I can't even. I don't even know what to say. Are you just going to leave again if I let you back in my life? Because I don't think I can handle that again.

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susiedrop

May 7, 2012

You've been tagged. >

In my journal. >

thanks for the fave!

Anytime! ^^